Final Eve

Gee,I am so afraid!
I can not stand another failure.
God bless me! I really need some luck here! I have done what I can !
It is all up to fate now!
However, I know I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

is there heaven upon me

I screwed up again! I mistaken lecture by the passage I read! I hope it still count! I feel like that I Am a walking dead .oh gosh

Suffering

Babe,u are damn right! I haven't really devoted myself to anything. I earned everything by some kind of luck or blessing! Looking back these two years ,I realize I should grow up .my doom is near,I may be terminated in these days.but I have learned how to be strong,I won't be afraid of it!I will fight ,I am not a lost cause.I do not want to end like this,being humiliated and feeling powerless. The strong do what they will!

Last typhoon in Japan

Gee. I don"t know how to describe my mixed feeling
I gonna leave Japan soon
But I haven't enjoyed my life here
I have squandered a lot of time
And have panty things which I could do And wanted to do but haven't done at last
Now it doesn't matter anymore !
I beg a happy ending in Japan .
God bless me!

Last typhoon in Japan

Gee. I don"t know how to describe my mixed feeling
I gonna leave Japan soon
But I haven't enjoyed my life here
I have squandered a lot of time
And have panty things which I could do And wanted to do but haven't done at last
Now it doesn't matter anymore !
I beg a happy ending in Japan .
God bless me!

God, help me

Light me up
Cause I can not find my way
Boost me up
Cause I can not force myself work harder
Help me up
Cause I really need some help

I feel totally defeated after last two examinations

I can do better , and I should

一步一步

1号；：44
2号：：55
3号：：43
4号：：58