Last Two weeks

So bad....That's too bad. I think Carol must be really disappointed. I made too many stupid mistakes and I don't even know why that could happen. So fracturing. In the last two weeks, no movies no anime no TV series. I need at least 3 As. I NEED IT!!! God bless me. I was so wrong......and I want to make a change. A real change. I know I said it for many many times. But I need a change in my life. I can't be like this any more. I am done with this rotten lifestyle. Now it is the time. Start from now!